My Halloween was... interesting. I went to a friend's party, we had an amazing time, playing hide and go seek outside at two in the morning, etc.
I've been working on two major projects lately, and questioning my whole identity of self. Am I a boy, or a girl? Am I straight, gay, bisexual, asexual? Am I christain, wiccan, or what? Am I blue, red, up, down, left, right? Am I a monster or saint? I just don't know anymore. Just more confused teenage angst. If I could totally realize who I am, no matter how horrible a person I may turn out to be, I'd do it in an instant. Wouldn't everyone, just to know who they are, to strip away all the confusion? Anyway...
Writing like crazy lately, I'll attempt to update some stories soon. Mum, Ryan and I have been arguing frequently as of late, things are in the shitter right now, so sorry if I'm not on much.
Your perfect enemy,
cutestlilpotionmaker.

Your INNER NATIONALITY:

● B R I T I S H ○●

[x] You drink a lot of tea.
[ ] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win xFactor.
[x] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[x] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[ ] It's football... not soccer. Actually it’s gaelic football not soccar

Total:4


○● A U S T R A L I A N ○●

[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flip flops "thongs", not flip flops.
[ ] You love a backyard Barbie.
[x] You know a Barbie is not a doll.
[x] You love the beach.
[x] sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an Australian something.

Total:3


○● I T A L I A N ○●

[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[x] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[x] You know Italian songs.
[ ] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[ ] You speak some Italian.
[x] You are under 5'10".
[x] You know what an Italian horn is.
[ ] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[x] You talk a lot with your hands.

Total: 6


○● S P A N I S H ○●

[ ] You say member instead of Remember.
[ ] You speak Spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[x] You know what a Puta is.
[x] You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[ ] You know what platanos are.

Total: 4


○● R U S S I A N ○●

[ ] You say villain as: Vee-lon.
[x] You get short tempered.
[ ] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[x] You get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[x] You get into contests all the time.
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather.

Total:5

○● I R I S H ○●
[x] You think beer is the best.
[x] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murphy, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y or L.
[ ] You have blue or green eyes.
[x] You like the colour green.
[x] You have been to a St. Patty's day party.
[x] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have red hair.
[x] You have/had freckles.
[x] Your family get together always includes drinking and singing.

Total: 7


○● A F R I C A N A M E R I C A N ○●

[ ] You say nigganukka casually.
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[ ] You can dance.
[ ] You can sing gospel.

Total: 2


○● A S I A N ○●

[ ] You have slanty-small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[ ] You are good at math.
[x] You have played the piano.
[ ] You have family from Asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're Chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.

Total:3


○● G E R M A N ○●

[x] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good.
[x] You speak some German.
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[x] You hate it when stupid people call you.
[x] You went to Pre-school
[x] You're over 5'2".

Total: 7


○● C A N A D I A N ○●

[ ] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[ ] You say eh.
[x] You know what poutine is.
[ ] You speak some French
[x] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched Degrassi.

Total:6


○● A M E R I C A N ○●

[ ] You hate foreigners.
[ ] You hate non-Christians.
[x] You're lazy.
[ ] You have had an abortion.
[ ] But love the penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[ ] You shop at Wal-Mart.
[ ] You think this survey is rather biased.

Total: 1


○● B E L G I A N ○●

[x] You grow some small vegetables in the yard.
[x] You like french fries.
[x] You think Belgian chocolate rules.
[ ] You know that the official best beer in the world' is Belgian.
[ ] You speak both Dutch and French.
[x] You like Belgian waffles.
[ ] You call a pub or bar a café.
[x] You fully realize and acknowledge that your football team sucks.
[ ] You drive/own a French or German car.
[x] You have a lot of comments on your government.

Total: 6


○● D U T C H ○●

[x] You like the colour orange.
[ ] You are a football enthusiast.
[x] You often go to coffee shops.
[ ] You know what is meant by 'coffee shops'.
[x] You tend to overreact and show your emotions.
[ ] You have a cheerful nature.
[ ] You like the sea.
[ ] You are good at building handi-work projects.
[ ] You tend to favour the megalomania.

Total: 3


○● A R A B ○●

[ ] You are a patriot.
[ ] You say "3ngleezy" instead of "English".
[ ] You laugh at other accents, especially Egyptian.
[ ] You beckon at things with you forehead or eyes.
[ ] You like seafood, especially fish, more than any other type of food.
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You have a black hair.
[ ] Your last name starts with " Al " or " bin "
[ ] you like showing off, especially with new cars and clothes.
[ ] You dislike reading.

Total:0

Hi ho, Germany! xD

Our hamster Shmee, who my little brothers were quite attached to, just died. We are surprised he managed to live that long, since he was the weak runt of the pack and had only three legs. I don't really know what else to say here, so... yeah.

[x] I like skinny jeans.
[x] Music is my life.
[x] sometimes I write poetry/song lyrics.
[x] My hair covers part of my face.
[x] I wear band shirts.
[x] I know who Jeffree Star is.
[x] I wear converse.
[ ] I wear vans.
[ ] I have made a YouTube video.
[x] I wear lots of eyeliner.
Total = 8

[x] I have/had/will have sometime in the near future my lip pierced.
[x] I listen to Saves The Day, Chiodos, Thursday and/or Gym Class Heroes.
[x] I'm in a band.
[ ] My screen name has x's in it.
[x] I understand that My Chemical Romance is not emo.
[x] I also understand that Green Day is not emo.
[x] I have moshed.
[x] I have been hit by a mosher.
[x] I know what mosh means.
[x] I sit in corners often.
Total = 9

[x] I dislike MTV.
[x] I take pictures of myself a lot.
[x] ...especially ones where you can't see my whole face.
[ ] I live for Warped Tour
[x] I am lost without an mp3/CD player/ipod.
[x] I know that emo is not just a stereotype.
[x] I could not live without my hair straightener.
[x] I have thick rimmed glasses.
[x] I'm bi/gay.
[x] I have no issue with bi/gay people
Total = 9

[ ] I hate the president.
[x] I have/had/wanted a mohawk.
[X] I wear black nail polish.
[x] I hate my parent(s).
[x] I hate where I live
[x] I try to go to as many concerts as possible.
[x] Black is a great color.
[x] Right now I am listening to music.
[ ] I know what hxc means.
[ ] I am straight edge.
Total = 6

[x] Myspace = Love
[x] Hot Topic doesn't scare me.
[x] Some of my friends don't go to my school.
[x] I wear studded/skeletal belts.
[ ] I have had a body part signed by a band.
[ ] Ive cried while listening to Dashboard Confessional.
[X] I have worn guys jeans.
[x] I'm madly in love with Pete Wentz!
[x] I find muscles scary.
Total = 8

Add up total, then multiply by 3
40x3= 120

7:55: Tumbled out of bed, realizing I had five minutes to get ready for school or I would be late.
8:00: My back went numb from how heavy my bag is.
9:30: Found out I'm failing three of my four courses.
10:00: Bombed today's math test
1:00: Got made fun in front of my entire planning class and the teacher didn't do anything.
4:00: Came home to find my mum had wreaked my favourite leather coat (which was 30$, by the way.) by washing wrong.
DFAFDSGLKJKJGHUJFFFFFFFFFFF!!! *crying and pulling her hair out*